I don't hate you.
I don't hate anything about you.
I don't care if you don't want to speak to me.
I don't care if you do or don't.
Honestly,
I was actually trying, because I didn't want it to end in the most fucking stupid argument I've ever encountered.
That is rather stupid. Stupid. When you have to end something in argument. That settles nothing. Just regretful goodbyes.
If you don't care, I don't.
If you do, I might.
Every time I said it, I meant. I will mean it until it soaks maniacally in my brain.
I mean this.
I am sorry.
For the last fucking time.